Sunday, March 15, 2009

damn it

I am already having a hard time sticking to my resolve on this. After a day stuck inside texting with Krebs and trying to do homework, but not feeling productive, I have low low self thoughts.

Which is dumb because I'm having really good looking day. And I took a vitamin.

I foresee a tough road ahead with this whole compassionate acceptance thing.

TRUE: There is no one I'd rather be in a relationship with than BC.
TRUE: I can change my mind about accepting this missing-in-action thing he does at any time.
TRUE: This only sucks SO much because I'm focusing on it!

2 comments:

uniheliodem said...

I don't think I could live with that. I mean, I can understand canceling plans, but to just not show up?

Gladis said...

Well, we talked about it and I explained to him why I am choosing to lovingly accept him, but that I REALLY DO want a cancellation text at the very least.

He apologized, said he is going to try extra hard to do that, and that he flakes on me a lot less frequently than he does on than everyone else.